need help

hi im joseph fudolig. im 19 years old.i want some one to help me in my problem. i am an illegitimate child. you know i really want to go to school but i cant because of financial problem. I live alone and work for myself because my parent have already a new family and they did'nt care about me and my studies since I was young..Hope you understand.If someone who are interested you can just email me here or to my address on yahoo or chat to me. my email add as fudolig@yahoo.com pls................................